Packing up
Friday, November 10th, 2006Current Mood:
Sad &
Happy
Times come for me to start trying to force everything into my backpack, more or less there now. I laid out the majority of stuff I am going to be taking onto the bed to see how much there actually is – I’ve surprised myself with how little I am actually going to take (especially compared to the girls :) ). I’ve stuck a picture down below of pretty much all of it, minus my boxers, socks, camera and Nintendo DS.
My sleep this week has been terrible and I have found that I’m still awake till well past 3am every morning just thinking about what I am doing. I’m going to love the trip I know, but I had security, friends and a life here which I’m leaving behind. I can tell it’s making me nervous as I have come out in a couple of spots, something that I don’t usually have to worry about! Typical eh… Went out for a really long walk today with my dog which was really nice, I’m going to miss him as well and I might even shed a little tear when I close the front door to him and mum when I leave – especially as squidge is totally unaware of me buggering off!
Well there ya go, bit of me from the heart. But I’ve told myself that I’m going to be brutally honest with how I am feeling on this blog, it’s going to be my reminder of everything I experience on the trip so no point lying!